Wednesday, April 14, 2010

My Wish: Comedy Dreams

My problem with dreams is so simple, I wish to have comedy dreams. I wish to wake up in the morning and burst of laughter when I remember the dreams I had the night before.

My problem isn't that I don't dream, my problem is that I have too much real dreams. Usually I have two or three dreams every night. I remember most of them when I woke up and my mind starts living them all over again !!!

My problem isn't that I have normal dreams, my problem is that I have too personal dreams. Whatever is in my head, I see it in a dream. This is why I feel like living my life 24/7, with no breaks. My mind works day and night. If I have a problem or I am trying to escape from something, I know it will be in my dreams usually with no solution for it, and that is why it is really annoying. When I don't have problem-related dreams, I have weird dreams that push to think about them even more when I wake up.

I have been like that all my life (or at least as far as I remember). I tried to find solutions for it but nothing works. Only one solution worked once or twice, stopped weird dreams but still had two dreams that night.

The last solution I could wish for, is having comedy dreams. I wouldn't mind if I have dreams at night that will make me laugh at morning. At least, it would be a good start for the day :D

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Brave Enough To Take Choices ?

Recently, I watched a movie called "Legend of 1900". It is about a man who was born on a ship and spent all his life on it. He was named after the year he was born in, 1900. "1900" naturally played the piano. He was so talented that people took the trip from America to Europe on this particular ship to only enjoy his music.

He had the chance to leave the ship couple of times, to publish his music and become the most famous musician in his time, but he refused to leave. The reason wasn't revealed till the last moments of the movie, when he preferred to be blown up with the ship and not to leave it and continue his life on land.

For him, the reason was so clear and simple. His life was limited on this ship, his choices was countable. He was able to decide everything in his life so easily, he felt that he was in control with his own life on this ship. So, he simply refused to leave his life, as he knew it, and live on land with tons of choices to choose from. He just couldn't get how people can decide which way to take for work, for example.

For me, it was a normal musical movie which is full with piano solos, till its last 15 minutes when the reason was said and the point of the story was revealed.

I though about the story after the movie ended. It would be normal if he died on ship before it was blown up, it wouldn't be affective. But to choose to end your life because you're afraid of living a different life, is another story. It pushed me to think about me. I don't like choices myself. It takes me some time to decide doing anything but I am not that afraid of choices to give up my life to avoid taking them.

In life, we face choices, take some and take responsibility for them. It is life's nature. I can't imagine life without choices, it would lose its meaning and taste.
May be, "1900" was right not to leave the ship, because it was the life as he knew it. May be, he was wrong to give up his life, because he had the choice to try something different but he chose to die instead. In both cases, I can't blame him, but I can blame who have choices and don't take any. I can blame who have the choice and leave others to decide for him.

Life is an adventure we take and we are the ones who write its end. Make sure you write your own end as you like it, as you want it, with your own free-will as you are the one who takes its results. So, "think wisely".

Sunday, March 7, 2010

حذار أيتها المرأة - بسنت ميرة

حذار أيتها المرأة بقلم بسنت ميرة

ايا امرأة
اعلمي انني ما تركته لك .. اٍلا لأنه يظن أنه يهواك
قبلت أن أكون موضع الصديقة لا الحبيبة بمحض اٍرادتي
ليس ضعف مني أو لأني أتنازل عمن أحب بسهولة
و لكن لأجل خاطر عينيه
فلقد قال أنه يهواك
و لأنني أحبه بحق
فلقد وافقت علي أن أتنازل عنه مؤقتا من أجل من يظن أنه يهواها

و لكن احذري
احذري أن تؤلميه و لو للحظة
أو أن تحطمي قلبه يوما
ستجدي تلك القطة الوديعة ... قد تحولت اٍلي نمرة شرسة
تحاربك بكل استماتة من أجله
تشن عليك كل المعارك و الحروب من أجل خاطره حتي تنتصر لحبها

لن أدخل في حرب معك الآن
فهو يظن أنه يحبك
و لقد قررت أن ادعه يخوض التجربة حتي نهايتها و أنا أعلم مسبقا نهايتها
ليس عن غرور مني أو تحدي
بل لأني أحبه بحق ... و أعرفك بحق ... و أفهمه حتي أكثر من نفسه
فشعورك تجاهه ما هو اٍلا انبهار
كالطفل الذي يرغب في لعبة فيبكي و يولول حتي ينالها
فان باتت بين يديه ... هجرها باحث عن غيرها
فأنت كحية رقطاء ناعمة تظل تنتظر فريستها
و متي تمكنت منها ... قضت عليها
و لكنني لن أسمح لك بذلك
سأظل أراقبك و أدور حولك
و متي شعرت بالخطر يقترب منه
كانت لي أنا الضربة الاولي و القاضية

أدرك ألاعيبك الأنثوية جيدا...أعيها تماما
أفهم أعماقك كما لم تفهميها أنت
و أعلم أنك تحاولين فقط سلبي سعادتي
و لكني لن أسمح لك
فلست أنا بالمرأة الضعيفة... أو المستسلمة
لست أنا من تنكسر بسهولة ... أو تتنازل بسهولة ... أو تخضع بسهولة

و لكن الحب خدعة
لذلك سأدعك في أوهامك
و متي عاد هو اٍلي قلبي
سيجده فاتح ابوابه علي مصراعيها
سيجدني بجواره دائما
أحميه ... أسانده ... أدعمه
أما أنت
فالايام كفيلة أن تجعلة يدرك من أنت

قد يكون الحاضر لك الان
أما المستقبل
فأنا أعلم تماما أنه ملكي
أعلم أن الآتي لي
و الماضي أنت
فلقد وضعت ثقتي بالله تعالي
و أعلم أنه لن يخذلني أبدا
لأنني
بحبه

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

My Wish

This is my wish for you. Hope you like it.
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My Wish by Rascal Flatts

I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow
And each road leads you where you want to go
And if you're faced with the choice and you have to choose
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you

And if one door opens to another door closed
I hope you keep on walkin' ?til you find the window
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile
But more than anything, more than anything

My wish for you
Is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold

And while you're out there gettin' where you're gettin' to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish

I hope you never look back but you never forget
All the ones who love you and the place you left
I hope you always forgive and you never regret
And you help somebody every chance you get

Oh, you'd find God's grace in every mistake
And always give more than you take
But more than anything, yeah more than anything

My wish for you
Is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold

And while you're out there gettin' where you're gettin' to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish, yeah yeah

My wish for you
Is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold

And while you're out there gettin' where you're gettin' to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish
(My wish for you)

This is my wish
(My wish for you)
I hope you know somebody loves you
(My wish for you)
May all your dreams stay big
(My wish for you)


Friday, February 5, 2010

سفينة نوح

هناك طوفان..وأنتَ (مجازيا) ربَّان سفينة نوح .. وعليك أن تنقذ
شخص
كتاب
حيوان او نبات
آلة موسيقية
وثيقة
أغنية
صورة
اختراع
أكلة
عالم او فنان او مؤلف او كاتب
CD
فيلم
قطعة سلاح
آلة غير موسيقية

ما/من ستنقذ ؟؟
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