Thursday, February 6, 2014

Dear *****

Dear *****,

We are few days away from the start of a new year .. new year in our history.
I am sure you are wondering now .. why are you reading this?? and even why am I writing this?

The answer is too simple.
You are reading this because you always read my writings. You are addicted to them even if you didn't admit this. I don't know if this is another way of keeping your eyes on me all the time or you really like them. Know what ... I don't mind either of them as long as it brings you closer to me.

I am writing this to tell you my little secret. Yes, that secret that you always asked me about and I always teased you "you will know when its time comes".

Well ... It is its time now, so listen carefully.

"Why are you smiling all the time?", you always asked me. "It is because I look at you." Here it is, the answer you have been searching for. The truth is, I don't smile all the time, I only smile when you are around.
At first, I thought I was going out of my mind, but later I realized it. I smile because, around you is the only place I feel safe and happy. It is the truth.

I lived my life thinking that I am fine, happy and everything is perfect. It is only when I met you that I realized I was totally wrong. I wasn't fine, happy and everything wasn't even good.
I am fine, only when I am around you. I am happy, only when you say my name. Everything is more than perfect, only when I hear your laughter.

With the end of this year, I am only grateful for meeting you and falling in love with you. Thank you for the happiness you brought to my life.
I hope I am good for you as half as you are for me.
I hope I am your shelter as you are for me.
I hope I could draw smile on your face as you draw it on mine.

Your lovely wedded wife

P.S. I love you.

Note 1:
I am not married yet, and not even engaged. Still, I hope I get married to the man who deserves it :)

Note 2:
This post ,including Note 1, was written on Monday, November 5, 2012.
I have no idea why I wrote it then, and I have no idea why I am publishing it now.


Note 3:
Today is Thursday, February 6, 2014. It is over a year now since I wrote this post and I still hope for the same thing. I hope I get married to the man who deserves each word of this.