Monday, May 25, 2009

As You Wish

"As you wish", a sentence I used to say a lot in a past period. It is only now when I realized what it really means.

"As you wish" is a simple way to escape from your responsibility for bad things happening in your life. It is relieving to think that you only represent the reaction part in all the problems not the action part. It feels as if all these problems came from nowhere, you didn’t start them, or cause any of them. Simply, they just happened. I always knew that it was a false feeling of relieving. But from where I was, I didn’t care much about how true this feeling was, as long as it gave me the peace I needed when I needed.

Now I know something for sure, “You are the action for every little detail that happens in your life. You will never be the reaction.” This is also applied if problems involve someone else but you. If got hurt by someone, you are the one who let him do it. If you had been betrayed by your dearest one, you are the one who trusted the wrong person that much.

I am not a naive, I know bad things happen all the time, but in eighty percent of the time, we cause them to happen either by starting them or by giving up and doing nothing to stop them.

You are the reason why everything is happening to you whether you like it or not.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

[Poem] Things I got used to

Over the rainbow, I used to fly.
With the stars, I used to play.
In the night, I used to dream.

You're the one I used to see.
I found my love, I used to think.
I lived happiness, I admit.
I got hurt, I can't deny.

Having you in my life is a blessing or a curse, I don't know.
All I know, my world is a better place because of you.
Thank you, I have to say.

P.S.: Thanks to who inspired me to wrote this piece.