Thursday, December 31, 2009

"Thank You" Notes

As we are only 2 hours away from the end of 2009 and the start of 2010, this is my last post in 2009.

Today I thought of what I passed through this year. I have to admit that it was quite a good year, it wasn’t the best but it wasn’t that bad after all.

I became more close to many people, I know them better now. I went through many things this year, but all these things made me reveal more about myself, understand myself much more. I can honestly say, 2009 is the year I felt peace with myself. I have been in this struggle with my inner soul for few years now. Sure, I didn’t solve them all but now I know how to deal with it.

This year, I learned few things from few people. I will write them down as a Thank You note for each one of them, I believe each one will know his/her note:
  • Because of you, now friendship has a different meaning that I never thought of.
  • Because of you, I know that no matter for how long bad things kept happening, good things will happen eventually.
  • Because of you, I know that motherhood is not that easy, but it is still a blessing that I want it more than anything in this world.
  • Because of you, I believe that love is not enough to gather two people who are in love, but I still believe it can be their weapon in their fight to be together.
  • Because of you, I believe that one step, on the way to realize one dream; can open the door to ten more dreams. 
  • Because of you, my self-esteem is 10 times doubled.
  • Because of you, I now believe more that everything happens for a reason, even if this thing made us sad for a while.
  • Because of you, I smile most of each day.
  • Because of you, as today gets darker, I know that tomorrow will be brighter.
  • Because of you, I got the chance to do something I always wanted to do.
  • Because of you, I know what it means to be speechless when you are around.
  • Because of you, I have a new definition for forgiveness.
  • Because of you, kindness has another definition.

For each one who helped me or had been there for me this year, THANK YOU.

I wish 2010 will carry happiness and success for you all. I wish all your dreams come true (and my dreams too :D) in 2010.

At last, GOODBYE 2009, thank you for each smile you draw on my face, and for each tear you caused. I learned how to live happy moments that pass by and to learn something new from each tear that drop from my eye.

Welcome 2010, I am looking for living each moment in you, Waiting to go through whatever surprises you have for me :)