Sunday, October 16, 2011

Infinite Loop

This is how my life goes on, at least emotionally. Old issues that keep coming back and disturbing me.

Although it was a really good week, I've been upset all past week, actually it was pain more than anger. I didn't know the reason at the beginning, then I figured it out. I felt hurt because of something that happened few years ago, something that I pushed deep down and kept moving on and for some reason, it reappeared again.
Yes, it hurts less each time it reappears, so may be sometime in the future it will stop hurting me.

Key point is that I don't know how to deal with emotional issues if they don't have a straight forward solution. I just put them in a box, lock the box and put it somewhere deep down. Some reappear and luckily most don't.

Seriously I don't have a clue how to solve these issues. I wish there is some sort of magical solution that can work all the time.


  1. Peace. <3 Never forget to always put yourself as your focus from time to time.